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Showing posts with label passion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label passion. Show all posts

Monday, April 16, 2012

Foreign languages make me happy

What if speaking another language was more than just an occasional, brief diversion? What if it was my everyday?

My "work best friend" and I started a new workplace diversion activity today: "language phrase of the day." It will involve me writing a phrase in a foreign language on a post-it note with its English equivalent. We'll probably stick with Italian and French, but you never know what might pop into my head.

Which leads me here... I just find it so amazing that there are these little bits of strange languages hibernating in my brain. They lie dormant and peaceful for days or weeks until suddenly a single word or phrase will just leap up and into and out of my mouth. Well, sometimes I keep them in and try to make them stay quiet. But that often leads to more of their friends waking up and throwing a foreign language party in my head. It can be very distracting.

I digress.


"Jambo Kenya!"

I had the privilege of studying French in school in the US and practicing it in Guadeloupe and Canada and France. Studying and speaking Italian in Italy. Studying and attempting to speak Khmer in Cambodia. Learning and practicing bits of Hungarian in Hungary. Spanish in Nicaragua. German in Germany. Hindi in India. Thai in Thailand. Swahili in Kenya... Whenever I'm in a place where they speak something other than English, I want to participate! I. Love. Languages.

I feel kind of guilty when someone asks me if I'm fluent in French. I studied it for so many years; I should be, right? Unfortunately, when you don't use a second or third language on a regular basis it goes to that hibernating place in the language center of the brain. And it gets lazy. Well, it's probably a mutual thing. I have to practice if I want to retain any sort of fluency, any sort of ease of conversation. I find that it's almost always easier to understand someone speaking in French or Italian, but I struggle to create a response that isn't full of poor conjugation and weak pronunciation. Nonetheless, I try my best to just jump right in and engage in conversation and hope that some of those phrases and words (that come to mind so easily when I don't need them) will help me when I really need them.

Just a few weeks ago I had a "red letter day" that started when I diverged from my daily routine. (Sometimes I need to mix things up for a little adventure.) Instead of stopping at Starbucks on my way to work, I drove directly to my parking lot...and walked to the Starbucks on the Circle. I know. I am wild. I love working downtown and walking to get lunch or coffee is one of the reason I love it. Wide sidewalks. People bustling around, heading to work. Feeling connected to others.

That morning I noticed that the two men ordering their lattes before me at Starbucks were definitely not on their way to work in downtown Indianapolis. They were carrying backpacks. They had accents. And they spoke to each in French! I was then on a mission: I had to talk them before they left the cafe!

I was excited. But, then I was faced with a great challenge: What do I say??? French, French, French...Come on, brain! Think of something? How about..."Are you French?" Well, okay, that works. (Thankfully, it sounds so much better in French: "Vous ĂȘtes français?") He seemed pleasantly surprised by my question and was quite patient with me as we spoke in French for a few moments. I learned that he was traveling with his son and they were doing a tour of the U.S., passing through Indianapolis on their way to Chicago. So fun! I wished them a "Bon Voyage" and continued on to work, as they went to catch a bus. I couldn't stop smiling as I walked to my building. I'm sure some people that I passed must have wondered what I was so happy about on a Tuesday at 8 o'clock in the morning!

Whenever I get the chance to practice a foreign language (and wake up those phrases so comfortably hibernating in my head!), it always makes my day! Which makes me wonder…perhaps I should find a way to speak French (or Italian!) everyday? What if I had a job that allowed me every day to do something that makes me happy? I should probably look into that…

Monday, May 28, 2007

The Repeat Button of My Heart

It seems like I am living parts of my life over and over. Well, just three month increments of this past year. I've been asking the same questions; fighting the same fears; feeling the same feelings. A journal entry from October seems to say almost exactly what I'm thinking today:

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Thursday night, after choir practice, sitting at Starbucks, drinking a Caramel Machiatto.

I pulled out Sunday's church bulletin and on the insert was the following "Final Thought" for the week. Ephesians 2:10:
"We are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." and this quote by Parker Palmer (I'm not sure who that is...something to look up sometime): "Vocation does not come from a voice 'out there' calling me to be something I am not. It comes from a voice 'in here' calling me to be the person I was born to be to fulfill the original selfhood given me at birth by God."

Both of these quotes really connected with thoughts that I've had lately. What is my purpose that God has created for me? What are the good works that God has prepared for me? What is the "vocation" for which God has given me an inward calling for?

Lord, my God, my Creator, my King! What should it look like for me to live for you? To follow the path you have laid for me?

...(text omitted for future comment)...

Jesus, who am I? Who did you create me to be? Am I getting close? I know that I am a different person [now], that I have changed--but am I better? Am I more like you?

I want to walk closely with you, Lord, like I have before. I want to hear your voice. Give me patience, Lord, as I wait for you, for your direction, for your peace. Please search my heart and show me if there is any offensive way in me.

It's refreshing to read my own thoughts from a few months ago. Somethings have changed (the part I ommitted) and God has answered prayers, which I will write about in my next post. What has not changed is most of my thoughts written above, especially the questions about direction and guidance for my life and vocation. When I wrote this journal entry I had been at a job for about a month that I knew I wouldn't be at forever. I did not think, however, that it would be jusst a few months later that I would have a new job. Now, I can say the same thing...again.

This week will be my last week at a job that I thought would be great--and wasn't. I am disappointed that it didn't work out, but I'm okay with leaving. This leaves me, however, without a job. Next week I will be house and dog sitting and beginning to work on re-doing my bedroom. Really, I would like a job that I just like, something flexible, even part-time. I'm hoping that this time will one in which I can truly rest and recover from my challenging time overseas.

My prayer is the same...I want to walk closely with Lord during this time and always. May my love for Him increase each day.